skin up on me (sofuckingpunk) wrote,
skin up on me
sofuckingpunk

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I just got "hit" by a car.

I was walking out of college to get the early bus home, and I started to cross the road in the general direction of said bus. Just as I reached the side of the bus nearest the road there was a fucking loud "beeeeeeeeeeeeep" and an ugly green mondeo bumped my backside and I went flying. I still can't breathe. I got up quickly and apologised to the guy in the car, who proceeded to tell me I was a "silly little girl", to which I replied "sod the fuck off, you could have killed me". I just ran onto the bus and cried. I felt like a fucking retard. I've had the same jeans on for about 2 weeks, my hair is a greasy mess and I had mascara stains on my face. The bus driver was really nice to me because he'd just seen it happen, the guy in the car just drove off. I sat dowstairs with the bus driver and he let me smoke because I was in complete shock. It wasn't a really hard hit, not really life threatening or anything (although it could've been) but I was so fucking scared. I have a massive bruise on my leg, it came up almost immediately, and my head is throbbing. No one even suggested that I went to hospital to be checked out, not even the guy who hit me. Fucking wanker. Not that I want to go, it's just a badly bruised leg/hip type affair but shit. I'm still scared. I made a huge cup of tea with lots of sugar in, even though I kept spilling sugar everywhere because I couldn't stop shaking. I ache. I just want to lie down. I keep thinking what if the car had really hit me? I have this paranoia of being hit by a car and being sucked underneathe it and my body being all bent and twisted hitting the underneath of the car. Eurgh. I think I might go to the doctors now just to make sure everything is ok, and see what he says about shock and shit. Fuck. I really don't know what to do.

No one is in, i think i'm going to cry again.

um :-/ fucking, yeah
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